itz weird and itz gettin weirderr ! & hurting how i feel there 's some distance between us . i don't like this & nva will . i want things back to normal . how it used to be . when i didn't feel so quite uncomfortable wif ya'll . why am i always the cause of somee kind of misery ! this sucks to da maxx . i don't like this feeling . i feel like i did something wrong . but wad izit ??! damnnn ..
if itz only ya'll tell me wad it iz .. i suddenly don't feel like myself . today kinda cheered me up . but i feel a little worse too . i feel like ya'll are helping me someway but itz juz the same old me who iz slow and doesn't seem to get wtf iz happening .
i realllly want to feel like myself again .
actually , i don't think i have changed at all .
maybe , itz juz some feeling of misery ./
i hope .

{dEVi}